So, I was fit to be tied! I had suffered literally my Whole Life with Sexual, Emotional and Physical abuse. When I met my Husband 18 years ago he promised to keep me safe and that I would never have to be scared or hurt again. And in all fairness I believe that was his … Continue reading More Pieces to Our Puzzle
Every since I was knee high to a grasshopper I've had a Special relationship with the Lord. I remember nights singing to him until I would fall asleep. I'd tell him all my secrets most little girls would whisper to their Barbie dolls or friends on the playground. I would secretly pray to him when … Continue reading God Shaped Hole
It truly is a Beautiful day for Therapy....my mind needs it. I don't know where you are on your journey, but we are at 17 months since D Day. Once the initial shock and Trauma of it all has simmered down you, the Spouse will need to patch yourself together. Betrayal is the hardest thing … Continue reading Beautiful Day for Therapy!
So, the night I found out was awful. I remember feeling like I was hit by a truck. Blind-sighted to say the very least! He had received a text while I was making dinner. We had just moved into a new house and I had given his number to a neighbor we had met earlier … Continue reading Prostitutes bring new meaning to “Strip Mall”
So, I have been blogging for over 10 years. Just not on WordPress....so please hang in there with me as I figure this all out. Between therapy, support groups, 3 kids and homeschooling my life is an amazing roller coaster. But, this little place on the internet is important to me. It's important for my … Continue reading Still Figuring this out!
Safety comes first always…..If you even suspect your spouse is anything but Faithful I would run and get tested. Embarrassment is not worth the cost of your health. As soon as the initial shock wore off the rage of worry overcame me. Could I have a disease? I have three kids to think about here. … Continue reading STD Testing……Check!
I can't tell you how many times I have poured my heart and soul out to Jesus since I found out about my Husband's Sex addiction. But, it is the one single thing that I could always count on. When everything else seemed like it had an oily film smothered all over it, I knew … Continue reading Daily Prayer
Sometimes we Believe one thing about our life that we suspect is not so, but with handy colored glasses even we can be fooled into thinking what we perceive is actual reality. I say this because I have lived most of my 39 years that way. I'm what you would call an expert shape shifter … Continue reading Colored Glasses….In the Begining